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uhhhh...gak bs bo2 nih..padahal udah jam 12 malem..hiks ntar harus bangun jam 4 pagi buat sahur..

kenapa ya gw g bs bo2? banyak pikiran kah? banyak dosakah? banyak duitkah?..hallah yg terakhir kayaknya mimpi deehhhh...
eniwei, emang sih sebenernya ada yg nge ganjel di otak gw tentang sesuatu yg g bs gw ceritain secara onlen..im too shy to tell..
barusan gw baca blognya radityadika, di salah satu postingan nya dia bilang kalo dy lagi insomnia berat..which is sma banget kayak gw...nah dari situ gw dapet tips2 yang mungkin perlu gw lakuin, yaitu OLAHRAGA. barusan ayah bilang, kalo gw disuruh maen ice skating karena dy ngerasa gw perlu OLAHRAGA.kayaknya sran ayah perlu gw pertimbangkan deh..

masih dari blognya bang radith, katanya dy lagi baca buku american god-Neil Gaiman disitu ada quote yang kereeenn buanget “I believe that life is a game, that life is a cruel joke, and that life is what happens when you’re alive and that you might as well lie back and enjoy it.”

deep yah...

udahan..males bngt nih

cheers

xoxo
nadDa

song from the heart

WANT YOU TO WANT ME
by Anggun



I'm here give me a glance, been following you like a shadow
This is how I spent my time dreaming about our days tomorrow
Another day has gone bye another moon another sun
I can wait for you my love
Don't want to do any harm
just find a gate to your attention

Sometimes I walk away coz I know that we can't ever be together
Sometimes I close my mind I can't keep this love for myself any longer
Somehow I have to find the right time to say that
I want you to want me, Even in my dreams

I hope yo know who I am through all the letters I have sent you
I know I'm not the only one wanting and dreaming about you
Two different world between us, you're on the spotlights far from my touch
I can't wait here forever
For a sign from your eyes
the magic I wish I could have

Should've walked away coz I knew that we can't ever be together
Should've closed my mind should've known that this love can't go any further
Should've stopped myself from this dream
coz life will never want you to want me
even in my dreams
In my dreams




*love this song also its lyrics..

Happy

duhh..pagi2 gini..walopun digigitin nyamuk dikamar, gw tetep happy setengah mati..

Allah swt sayang banget sama gw..gw dkasih jalan untuk mewujudkn salah satu impian gw dari dulu yah walopun jalan pembuka,tp gpp kan?dr pada gak ada jalan sm skli...THX...semoga gak manis di awal yak...semoga terus dan terus berlanjut dan dimudahkan jalan gw menuju jalan kebenaran..lho kok kayak lagunya gigi yak??

eniwei, if only i could tell what i fel...tapi gak bisa..maap yooo..hehehe


Salam,

nadDa

xoxo