airport

seketika itu juga, gw benci airport.
bangunan itu bisa bikin gw seneng tapi bisa bikin gw sedih setengah mati.

29.09.2009
hari itu telah tiba.
hari yang dulunya sangat gw nanti2kan..
hari mengantar RAN dan NIDJI pulang ke indo.
tapi,
seminggu bareng mereka, dari pagi sampe pagi lagi..
bikin gw ngerasa kehilangan teman2 yang baiiikkk banget..
capek gw gak berasa.
assignment gw apalagi..
we've been through everything together..
shopping di city, shoot clip kebekuan di mt.buller, bbq d mornington, maen casino d crown,semuanyaaa deh pokoknya..

every lil things in melben remind me of something..

i've learned many things guys..


Airport- Tullamarine- Melbourne telah mempertemukan kita semua..
dan..
Dari sini pula semua berawal dan semoga tidak pernah berakhir :)



Cheers,
NadDa

over.load.in.g

.tired.

1637

baru dapet 1637words tulisan berisi sampah yang gw sendiri gak tau apa sebenrnya yang gw tulis untuk assignment alc215 ini..
oh God, please help me pass this subject..
oh Edwin, please be nice to me..
oh my Brain and my body, please be patience ..soon we'll get our freedom...
...
talk long,
nadda :(

lagi (lagi) stress karna ALC 215

lagi-lagi saya stress gara2 subject Globalisation and the media.
sekilas tampak gampang. sekilas tampak mudah.
(cuma) bikin 2000 words critical essay ttg article dan analyse sesuai reading.
cultural imperialism. global value. diaspora. bla. bla. bla.
article saya tentang Jewish-Israelis in U.S
identity-culture-bla.bla.bla.

satu kata: P.U.S.I.N.G

can't wait till my freedom!!!!

cheers,
Nadda

strangers

i dont talk to strangers.

Late nite till dawn conversation..

Surprise...
did u read my blog? cause after i post it, u call me and everythin's going to normal again...
happy to have friends like you :)

ignorance.

something from the past,

maybe i hurt him lots,
i hurt him too much
until now,
he pretends to be my friends,
but i know,
deep inside,
he hates me more than everything,
he keep on pretending,
i said "hello"
he act as if he didnt notice me,
i said "sorry"
he said "no worries"
i ask "are u okay?"
he answered " definetely, i am"
i said, "thx for being such a good friends for me"
he answered, "always been my pleasure.."

he never look into my eyes again, smile like my guardian, and protect me from my-damn-sucks-cats-phobia again..

this writing is belong to you, my-dear-unfinished-love-story

i thought, we could make it better but we couldnt
u never see me as ur angel again..
u see me as ur greates enemy..

i smile, it's hard thou

i thought, time will heal ur pain
but it never will..

oh my-dear-unfinished-love-story,
i cant say this words straught to u.
cause u never give me time to talk..

"I am sorry for everything I did, it was my fault..never mean to hurt u. i just have to stop it before everything's going to deep. i knew u are okay without me and now i know that im rite. i was lying at that time, when u hugged me, when ur head near me, when ur hands hold me..it means a lot. but i have to lie at that time, just to make it easier for u..happy for you now :) my aga..."

Now,
it's time for me to finish it by myself.
i already said everything that i need to say to you..
pardon my english, i cant speak mandarin nor dutch..
it will be easier to say it in Bahasa thou,lol :P

Goodbye, my-dear-unfinished-love-story
i'll never disturbing ur life..

Success always,
ur-used-to-be-little-angel
Nadda o:)

my dear..

Dear my only one Journalist,

btabta
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btabtabtabta

hugs,
Nada

unable to write a good sentences-overload ;p

hi all,
hari ini gw ad in class test jam 10 pagi!! susah banget bangunnya. gak belajar pula..haha
semalem si Tass called me after he got home from the gym. ternyata dy juga belom belajar *gw pikir bule kayak dy bakalan rajin, ternyata sama aja..hehe*
he looked sooooo busy in the past 2 weeks :(
kita janji bakalan belajar, tapi gw gak sanggup. mendingan tidur. tp tidur pun gw gak tenang, kepikiran banget takuuutt failed..huhuhu
in the morning, setelah perang sama kemalesan diri sendiri, gw berangkat ke kelas. posisinya enak. i think the test went well :)

im soo happy..

suddenly, si tass text me, kalo dy kena heart attack waktu pertama kali baca soal2 test nya. gw bingung, harusnya gw yg geblek ini yg panik, eh kok dy yg panik?
ternyata oh ternyata, dy ketiduran beberapa menit setelah pembicaraan panjang dan gak penting itu berakhir, hasilnya? no study at all..

abis itu seperti biasa: MEETING CARNAVAL SOUNDNATION
tapi lumayan gak ngabisin energy sih meeting kali ini, walopun masih ada sedikiiit drama, padahal hari h udah semakin dekattt--wohooooo


someone told me to keep trying, and trying..and i will be fine :-)

*i hope so*

Talk soon,
Nadda

09-09-09

do u know what's so good about today?
the combination of the date today:09-09-09
do u know what's so good about today?
at 09-09-09 at 10pm..
the combination of all the numbers-- 09-09-09-10..

the good things is when i realize u still there..sitting next to me..whispering those words every morning..and looking to my eyes through your specs :))

i wanna close the book, but u are like my twilight series..
everytime i read 1 page, i couldnt stop to read the next page, and the other page..im curious about the story..it is so hard for me to close it :(

im open,

take care darling,
Nada

only God..

only God knows the reason why im here..
only God knows the reason why im caught in the middle of this circle..
only God knows the reason why i get stuck at the moment..
only God knows the reason why im down rite now..
only God knows the reason why i have a really bad feeling about something big..
only God knows the reason why they don't wan to come to the show..

but

God could change nothing into something..
God could help us reach the dream..
God could help us reach the goal..

so Please,
my Dear God,
i really need your help in every second of my life..
i really need your guidance..
i need your sign..

Nada-

things i'll never say..

Da da da da da

Im tugging at my hair
Im pulling at my clothes
Im trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
Im staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
Im searching for the words inside my head
coz Im feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
coz I know youre worth it...youre worth it...yeah

If I could say what I want to say
Id say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee...
Marry me today!
Guess Im wishing my life away...
With these things Ill never say

It dont do me any good
Its just a waste of time
What use is it to you, whats on my mind?
If it aint comin out
Were not goin anywhere
So why cant I just tell you that I care?
coz Im feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
coz I know youre worth it...youre worth it...yeah

If I could say what I want to say
Id say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today!
Guess Im wishing my life away...
With these things Ill never say


Whats wrong?
With my song?
These words keep slippin away...
I stutter...i stumble
Like Ive got nothin to sa-ay...
coz Im feelin nervous
Tryin to be so perfect
coz I know youre worth it...youre worth it...yeah

Da da da da da da da da da...
Da da da da da da da da da...

Guess Im wishing my life away
With these things Ill never say
If I could say what I want to say
Id say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Guess Im wishing my life away
With these things Ill never say

With these things Ill never sa...y


*Avril Lavigne

rushing..

acara itu sebentar lagi..
assignment masih numpuk..
kerjaanku gak ada yg beres..
internship belum beres..
time oh time...

split.of.mind.collection.of.time

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

- Courtney Kuchta -



I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

- Jessica Blade -


All the love that history knows,
is said to be in every rose.
Yet all that could be found in two,
is less than what I feel for you.


There is a dime a dozen...
Then there is one in a million...
But baby, you are once in a lifetime.

- Victor Rodriguez -

Tues-damn-Day

why so serious?