QiUThinks!

Hold on the faith

2012-01-27T18:52:00.002+11:00

Friday was an emotional day..

I woke up at 5.15am and feels damn tired. I came late to office stuck at a very bad traffic. It surely was not a good thing to start a day.

Daily lesson: Never give up, dont let your mood control you!

Keep the Faith!

NS -XX

Designing Destiny

2012-01-26T18:59:00.002+11:00

Nice weather today here in Wisma Metropolitan, Jakarta, Indonesia...

It's just like another Thursday, ordinary one yet it feels different.
Today I feel free..

With a cup of hot lemon tea on my table, I feel like now having a new journey back to the past. Moment and memories are starting to play inside my head. What happen on Thursday? What so special about Thursday?

Thursday is a day after Wednesday and of course a day before Friday, The Weekend gateway. However, a Thursday is always having a special meaning because it's not the crappy Monday nor the happy Saturday but the moment between leaving weekdays and about having weekend, I called it middle moment.

Back at Uni, Thursday was my fave day. I forgot what year it was but the reason I love Thursday is I love the subject: Editing and Design with Jan Harkin. I also have a friend named Tass Barbadonis. He's nice and sweet :)

Well, I gotta go now. Need to attend the British Chamber Gathering with office colleagues tonight. Good Nite for now..

Daily lesson: Smile and laugh make you better..

Cheerios,
NS - XX

A Daily Lesson: Brand new resolution

2012-01-26T00:22:00.003+11:00

I have been working as Public Relations and Events at Liverpool International Football Academy for almost 5 months but today is my first day writing a media release!

It's quite interesting since I never make a release without an event. The release is about Academy Coach (Ben Parsonage) Arrival from Liverpool FC to Jakarta exclusive with series of Ben's Picture and profile..

With a help of our beloved intern, Wafina Mario, I did the media kit less than 3 hours. Well, it's an achievement for me personally because usually it takes me more than 3 days to complete it!

Anyway, enough with working things. My head starts spinning if I remember that I really have lots of things to do tomorrow at office. Wish me luck, guys..

I just realised that everyday is our personal lesson day in life. As we grow older, we experience many different things in this life.Friends, enemies, works, assesment, and even..love?

From now on, I will try to write my daily-life-lesson and be grateful for it.

...And lesson of the day is make a plan of your to do list, stick with it, give yourself deadline and STAY FOCUS! in order to produce your best!

New movement

2012-01-04T18:40:00.002+11:00

I am addicted and I just can't get enough.

Happy New year 2012!
Oh well, I have nothing to write or say.
Currently, I love this song:

Have a nice afternoon,

NS - xx

2011 December Highlights

2011-12-30T13:49:00.004+11:00

Cant believe that time flies so fast. 2011 is a life changing year!

I finish my bachelor degree from Melbourne, Back for good to Indonesia, and start a new working career as a Public Relations and Events at a newly established company, Liverpool FC International Football Academy in Jakarta.

Cant you believe that? I am working in one of the oldest and biggest English premier club in the world! Just like Michael Owen..He started his football career in LFC!

Everything goes really well so far. We are still a small team here in Indonesia but I am glad I get the chance to be part of the history.

Everyone here is just like my second family, I love them!

On December, we had several events like football camp, family fun day, partners meeting, Christmas party and Secret Santa Gift!

It was the such a memorable time. We've spend laugh together, cry together, everything together. I am so thankful to the fact that I can be in this team.

LFCIFASS Indonesia with LFC Representative Singapore and Repr. Standard Chartered Bank)

Jack Rabbit's Day after BritCham Xmas Party

(left to right: Ryan, Me, Dili, Dini, Paul, Dinda)

LFC IFASS team at BritCham Christmas Party in Jakarta 2011 documentation:

End of Year Football Camp 2011 behind the scene documentation:

It was a really scary-damn-hot day! But the good part is we still got the FUN, despite the worst sun burnt tho!

Anyway, I am now 23 years old..No more teenage drama! Got lots of sweet bday greeting as well. Thank You guys!

That's my december 2011 Highlights!

xx - NS

Liverpool FC International Football Academy and Soccer Schools

2011-09-17T01:32:00.004+10:00

Liverpool FC International Football Academy & Soccer Schools adalah partner resmi dari Liverpool Football Club dari Inggris. Di luar Eropa, Indonesia adalah negara pertama yang dijadikan tujuan untuk pengembangan sepakbola usia muda. Liverpool Soccer School resmi beroperasi di Indonesia mulai tanggal 10 Juli 2011. Oleh karena usia kami yang masih sangat baru, saat ini kami baru memiliki sekitar 65 siswa dari berbagai kelompok usia.

Kelas pelatihan sepakbola di Liverpool Soccer School dibuka mulai usia enam hingga delapanbelas tahun (6 - 18 tahun) untuk anak laki-laki dan perempuan.

Latihan bertempat di Lapangan Hoki Lama di komplek Gelora Bung Karno, Senayan. Mengapa lapangan Hoki? Karena kami sangat concern terhadap pendidikan first touch dimana sebaiknya dilakukan dilapangan yang rata.

Jadwal latihan:

1. Setiap hari Jumat jam 16:00 - 18:00 WIB 2. Setiap hari Sabtu jam 15:30 - 17:30 WIB 3. Setiap hari Minggu jam 16:00 - 18:00 WIB

Biaya pendaftaran sebesar Rp. 1,750,000. Murid akan mendapat: T-shirt, Celana, Kaos Kaki, Shin Pads (pelindung tulang kering), Handuk, ID Card, Sticker, Asuransi.

Biaya latihan:

Rp. 750,000/bulan (1x latihan seminggu)

Rp. 1,200,000/bulan (2x latihan seminggu) Rp. 1,600,000/bulan (3x latihan seminggu) Biaya latihan dibayar diawal bulan.

Pendaftaran bisa dilakukan kapanpun. Bila pendaftaran dilakukan setelah latihan pertama (setiap bulannya) dilakukan, biaya latihan akan dihitung pro rata. Pendaftaran langsung di lapangan bisa dilakukan pada saat hari dan jam latihan. Pendaftaran di kantor bisa dilakukan pada hari Senin - Jumat jam 10:00 - 16:00 WIB di Wisma Metropolitan 1, lantai 15. Jl. Jendral Sudirman Kav. 29 - 31, Jakarta 12920. Telp. 021 57907121.

Pembayaran bisa dilakukan melalui Cash, Kartu Kredit (Visa / Master), atau Transfer ke Bank HSBC nomor rekening: 001 - 037100 - 068 atas nama British Chamber of Commerce In Indonesia. Bukti transfer di fax ke kantor kami

(021) 5790 7122 atau diberikan kepada petugas kami di lapangan.

Para Pelatih:

1. Paul Barratt (Senior Academy Coach dari Inggris, Mantan pemain FA U21 Liverpool FC, dll)

2. Yahya Yusworo (Mantan Asisten Pelatih di Pro Titan FC, Medan (Pro Duta

FC) dan Medan Chiefs, mantan pelatih di SSI Arsenal, Lisensi PSSI)

3. Dzulfikri Bashari El Hassan (Physical Education Teacher di School of Tiara Bangsa, Lisensi "C" AFC (Asian Football Confederations) dan lisensi

PSSI)

4. Hardi Ardhia Putra (Lisensi PSSI, Mantan Pelatih di Asian Soccer Academy, Two Touch Football Academy dll)

*Further info please go to www.lfcindonesia.com

a very last minute of Melbourne

2011-08-17T01:26:00.008+10:00

(left to right: Ale, Yasra, Ernest, Satria, Valerie, Wikan, Nadda - Full Team)

Place: Unknown beach on the way to Phillip Island

I went to some places in Victoria with my friends 4 days before leaving Melbourne for good. It was such a great, memorable, and fun trip. We went to Wilson Prom National Park, Phillip Island, and Rye Beach in 1 day. A day before, we wen to Mount Dandenong to feel the famous hot chocolate! So happy!

I was so sad on the day of leaving Melbourne for good..
Here are some pics taken at Tullamarine Airport:

A brand new me

2011-08-17T00:07:00.002+10:00

Hello old friend,

It's been ages, years, zillion times I dont update my blog. I'm not that busy, I'm just too happy because I have someone who want to hear my stories everyday so I don't have to write it here..

quick update:

1. I'm officially a Bachelor of Arts (Media and Communication) Graduates!
2. I'm not cool at all (trust me)

xx,
NS

Belajar

2011-04-22T17:47:00.002+10:00

Belajar merupakan suatu kata yang sarat akan makna perjuangan. dari sebelum dilahirkan kita sudah belajar bagaimana cara untuk bertahan hidup di kandungan. Belajar..belajar..dan belajar..

Saat ini, saya sedang belajar ikhlas.. belajar rela bahwa terkadang yang kita inginkan tidak selamanya bisa kita dapatkan.

Belajar merelakan sesuatu yang lama saya incar, bertahun-tahun..diambil orang lain..Tuhan memberikan saya penggantinya, mungkin sama baiknya, sama indahnya..namun tetap saja berbeda bukan?

Saya berjuang untuk ikhlas melihat barang kesayangan dimiliki orang lain. Saya berjuang untuk tidak menjadi egois dengan menginginkan semua barang itu jatuh ke tangan saya.

Ya, saya berjuang melawan diri saya sendiri..

Lucunya,

Saya berjuang untuk merelakan, melupakan, mengikhlaskan namun saya tidak berjuang untuk mendapatkannya..

Saya melewatkan ribuan kali kesempatan. Saya terlalu percaya takdir, saya terlalu percaya bahwa Tuhan sudah menuliskan jalan untuk saya, sehingga saya tak perlu berusaha, cukup mengikuti alurnya saja.

Saya terlena. saya gagal. dan saya rela....
asal jangan kau ambil sinar matahari itu dariku..

HIS POST TO HER

2011-01-11T16:09:00.000+11:00

YESS!!! I'm writing my own life now. and I can make sure that It'll be one of those happy ending stories!!

My grandsons, this is the story of Me chasing your Grandma...
Once upon a time, at year of 2008...I was falling in love with this girl...
His beautifulness took my heart away...bla bla bla...
I HATE YOU.

Sampah nan Murah!

2011-01-11T15:56:00.002+11:00

I sshould not write this kind of things. But again I dont have any choice. I need to tell someone.

I want to scream.

Blah! such a whore! you dont deserve any love young woman!

murahan!

genit!

sok kecantikan

i wanna slap you right in front of your face for the sake of your husband!

poor you man!

bitch and whore, may your soul burn in hell

I hate you

really really hate you..

for the sake of ecerything, I hate people who lie to her partner..

and I hate you who use him to satisfied your obsession and passion!

CVBTJ

Holiday (coming soon)

2010-10-15T22:17:00.002+11:00

Yeah..
this is my last year in Uni, somehow I feel like I don't have any skills or passion in Journalism and it's kinda weird!

anyway,
I am coming this Tuesday! wohoo cant wait to feel the beach, sun, and nice weather! such a great escape :)
I really cant wait to meet ALL my friends, family, and loved ones in Indo.
Thank You Garuda Indonesia for helping me to see my loved one in Indonesia...

did I?

2010-09-28T00:55:00.001+10:00

would he knows how much i love him?
did I try in every way, to tell him everyday, he's my only one..

when I said nothing at all..

2010-09-28T00:46:00.003+10:00

i think i couldn't understand, so I said nothing at all..
nothing at all
nothing
at
all

you
left
me
nothing

nothing at all..

Stay a little longer please..

2010-08-19T17:56:00.000+10:00

It's official now. I will do my last semester (march 2011) in Melbourne as an on campus student. I promise when I get back to Indonesia, I will bring my degree as well..

every nite..

2010-08-18T01:52:00.002+10:00

do we have to fight every nite before we sleep?

do i have to cry every nite?

do you still need me?

do you still in love with me as much as the old-happy-days before?

well, so many questions pop up in my head. I am just an ordinary-average person. I am not as beauty as your ex. I am not as smart as yours. I am not as good as others. What do I have?

I am grateful because I have love to share.

do you think it will work?

what happen if tonite.. I end all of our story.

end our great five.

why?

because I am not good enough

I am not strong enough

I am not enough,

for you..

I guess this is it. the ending of the great five journey. i let you decide..

Hello (again) Melbourne!

2010-07-25T22:59:00.002+10:00

This is not my first time come to melbourne. But I feel this time is really harder than before. People I knew and loved already back for good..

However, I feel blessed because I still have my man beside me. well, not physically but technology makes it more real! thanks to skype, oovoo, and internet!!

and I guess what Yliack have said on dinner tonite is right. "Life is about making decision". I chose to live here, school here, and I gotta go through everything here. I have to finish what I have just start with smile :) This is my decision and I am sure I could pass everything..

Love,

Nad- xx

Embun Hati

2010-05-29T19:12:00.002+10:00

Hello peeps,

I found this post on Habib Abu Bakar ALhabsy's facebook note in the middle of my stressed out day. When you read it, it seems just another literature about islam, but when I read it again..and I found it really helpful! I dont know why..I feel Allah really close to me..Subhanallah..

Here we go the post:

Bila sedang gundah atau merasa diri begitu lemah, ini salah satu artikel favorit untuk dibaca dan diresapi.... Sering menjadi pelipur lara...
Mudah2an juga bermanfaat untuk teman-teman...
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Tidakkah mereka mengetahui bahwa Allah mengetahui segala yang mereka sembunyikan dan segala yang mereka nyatakan? (QS. Al Baqarah : 77)

Jika kau merasa lelah dan tak berdaya dari usaha yang sepertinya sia-sia……
Allah Subhanahu wata'ala tahu betapa keras engkau sudah berusaha.

Ketika kau sudah menangis sekian lama dan hatimu masih terasa pedih…..
Allah Subhanahu wata'ala sudah menghitung air matamu.

Ketika kau pikir bahwa hidupmu sedang menunggu sesuatu dan waktu serasa berjalan begitu saja….
Allah Subhanahu wata'ala sedang menunggu bersamamu.

Ketika kau berfikir bahwa kau sudah mencoba segalanya dan tidak tahu hendak berbuat apa lagi…..
Allah Subhanahu wata'ala sudah punya jawabannya.

Ketika segala sesuatu menjadi tidak masuk akal dan kau merasa tertekan.
Allah Subhanahu wata'ala dapat menenangkanmu.

Ketika kau merasa sendirian dan teman-temanmu terlalu sibuk untuk menelpon.
Allah Subhanahu wata'ala selalu berada disampingmu.

Ketika kau mendambakan sebuah cinta sejati yang tak kunjung datang……...
Allah Subhanahu wata'ala mempunyai Cinta dan Kasih yang lebih besar dari segalanya dan Dia telah menciptakan seseorang yang akan menjadi pasangan hidupmu kelak.

Ketika kau merasa bahwa kau mencintai seseorang, namun kau tahu cintamu tak terbalas.
Allah Subhanahu wata'ala tahu apa yang ada di depanmu dan Dia sedang mempersiapkan segala yang terbaik untukmu.

Ketika kau merasa telah dikhianati dan dikecewakan.
Allah Subhanahu wata'ala dapat menyembuhkan lukamu dan membuatmu tersenyum.

Jika tiba-tiba kau dapat melihat jejak-jejak harapan……
Allah Subhanahu wata'ala sedang berbisik kepadamu.

Ketika segala sesuatu berjalan lancar dan kau merasa ingin mengucap syukur……..
Allah Subhanahu wata'ala telah memberkahimu.

Ketika sesuatu yang indah terjadi dan kau dipenuhi ketakjuban.
Allah Subhanahu wata'ala telah tersenyum padamu.

Ketika kau memiliki tujuan untuk dipenuhi dan mimpi untuk digenapi.
Allah Subhanahu wata'ala sudah membuka matamu dan memanggilmu dengan namamu.

Kapanpun, dimanapun kau hadapkan wajahmu Dia selalu memberi dan merawatmu tanpa pernah kita dapat membalas
Dan kepunyaan Allah-lah timur dan barat, maka kemanapun kamu menghadap di situlah wajah Allah . Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Luas lagi Maha Mengetahui. (QS. Al baqarah : 155)

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week 11

2010-05-25T21:42:00.003+10:00

still got 5 assignments left due in a couple of days and I havent start anything yet!!!

damn... can i pass all of these things..alive?

well, I believe that God already prepare something great and wonderful for me, just like what you said..babaa

ps: Almost finish my research proposal..yeayy..but no time for yippi syalala cause i have to start the 3 others NOW!

stressed-love,

Nadda

what I love in "Letters to Juliet"

2010-05-18T20:28:00.004+10:00

I just watched this film with Nadyael this morning at chads. I love the plot of the story. simple, funny, yet so romantic! and I really adore Amanda Seyfried as the main cast. she's so lovely and the true icon of natural-beauty. I love her style as a fact checker and writer!!

Not to mention, the english man!! not that handsome thou, and do not expect a-cute-six-packs-english-man-with-tuxedo but trust me, you won't regret it!!

For those who think Iron Man 2, Avatar, or Robin Hood are not their taste, You better to watch this film. This film could bring your happiness (lebay).

I also love the soundtracks!!! Colbie Caillat and Taylor Swift.

this song is for opening scene and for last scene they use 'what if' from colbie to give us a-romantic-ending-ever!

Overall, 7.5 out of 10

Love,

Nad-

Evan and Jaron - The distance

2010-05-15T23:44:00.000+10:00

A song about me and him..

Someday by Nina

2010-05-15T23:16:00.000+10:00

Such a good song :)

what do they feel?

2010-05-12T22:19:00.004+10:00

When he holds their hand, does she/he feel secure?

Does she/he happy?

what does it means?

a-very-last-week

2010-05-12T22:01:00.002+10:00

week 9 is over and it means I almost finish my study in this trimester. However, I still have 6 assignments left, not to mention the hardest one of course..

My day is getting busy lately. Since I have a chance to back for good this year and continue my last semester in Indonesia and arrange lots of stuff, it makes me thinking and thinking and thinking. This is the hardest choices in my life and I have to take all the risk. Back for good this year or at feb next year..

I love Indonesia. I really want to go back as soon as possible. But, leaving Australia this soon? I dont think Im ready. My visa is expired on march 2012 but I leave this city on 2010? Oh My God!!

Honestly, I really dont know.

I need my student advisor...ASAP!!

a-confused-little-student,

Nad-

mood-swing.swing-mood

2010-05-09T00:23:00.005+10:00

I should control my mood. easily cry. easily smile.

Maybe, I should not listen to my heart for a while.

because now my heart tell my brain to tell my tears to come out from my eyes..

I should control my heart not to give all the love inside.

because, now I realize that I still need love for my life.

and right now, I am twisted because of my heart says different things to me..

one side says I am allowed to cry, and other side says I should be a strong and wise girl..

oh well, dear mood..please be good, please no more yellow mellow..

a-crying-lonely-baby-girl,

Nad-

you..

2010-05-08T21:26:00.003+10:00

I love you for your kindness and your understanding heart

The one that, somehow always says, "I love you very much"

I love you for your faith in me,

Your sweet and patience ways,

For the many things you do,

So often without praise

I love you for all these things,

and for a million others too

But most of all, for what I am,

whenever I am with you

same home, new stuffs..

2010-05-08T20:58:00.003+10:00

Mind to tell me what a real home is?

Nad-

Lesson from the past (dedicated to my Bestfriend)

2010-04-07T15:46:00.002+10:00

Happy easter holiday everyone,

iseng-iseng buka email lama, ngunjungin blog lama gue, buka message di friendster. surprisingly, gue nemu message yg membawa gue ke sebuah blog dr seorang masa lalu. salah satu isinya adalah tulisan ketika hubungan kami berakhir. Ini salah satu post nya (aslinya memang ditulis warna merah):

Finally..

February 19th, by ******** *****

More than 2 years, you gave me the world…more than 2 years,you set the greatest memory i’ve ever known.. But I’m sorry i have to end this..coz i know that it is much more better if i do my way and you do ur way..thanks for memory .. im sorry i can’t be as perfect as u want..hope u have a great time then

....

lucu juga ya kalo baca tulisan itu sekarang. well, kalo bacanya dulu2 mah udah nangis bombay tapi ternyata tulisan dia ada benernya juga. It's better if i do my way and you do your way. hasilnya? much much much better :)) i have finally found someone who give me a great time everyday and so does he. Tapi, dari hubungan itu gue belajar untuk menjadi orang yg lebih baik lagi ketika menjalani hubungan2 selanjutnya. Glad, we finish the story with a happy ending i guess.. Have a great life everyone, for those people who feel a broken heart, trust me that all the pain you feel now will be healed in some other perfect time. God will give you happiness after sadness, and you will remember your memory and pain without tears but with one big smile..

Be strong Ajeng,

much love.. Nadda :)

Gratitude..

2010-03-24T22:03:00.003+11:00

Short Conversations between Rory and Lorelai in Gilmore Girls, and I love it!

Rory: "I'm so stupid, i said thank you."

Lorelai: :When did you say thank you?"

Rory: "When he kissed me."

Lorelai: "What? He kissed you again? What is he, just out of prison or something?”

Hi All,

it's been a long time im not updating anything. this is my first post in Melbourne this year. A lot of something new. new house, new room, new housemates, new subjects, new friends, and the most important thing is a new partner-in-love slash boyfriends. :)

Everything going so fast and I try to understand it slowly,hehehe..

my life is wonderful now. I am happy with him. although there is still 1 issues that i couldnt tell ya that makes me a little insecure about my relationship. I really hope Alloh could open his heart, i dont know.. I won't push him but I always pray for him. I love you too much my dear :)

despite from all those uncertain things, I am happy with my life now. I really Thank Alloh for all this beautiful things. Cant stop saying Alhamdulillah..

gotta back to my work,

review and review..

love,

Nad-

a very last week..

2010-03-05T02:13:00.002+11:00

next friday, i'll have my flight to melbourne. honestly, I hate but I like it!

baru aja nge print all unit guide, tiba2 pengen nangissssss..huwaaaaaaaaaaaaa

a letter to my star: Michael James Owen

2010-02-28T14:34:00.002+11:00

I used to keep my special things in my safe deposit box. a few moment ago, I opened it. surprisingly, You were there..in my safe deposit box.

It's You, my Michael Owen..

I hope you could enjoy your flight to South Africa, I really wish you could join the three lions squad!

Love,

Nadda Salma

unimportant.

2010-02-22T19:05:00.002+11:00

february gonna end..soon.

my reality gonna say hi to me very soon!!

perasaannya, ya antara pengen gak pengen, sabar gak sabar. sesuatu itu selalu berat diawalnya kan? nah rasanya pengen skip langsung ke bagian tengah..bagian yg moga2 aja gak seberat biasanya dan bisa diatasi dengan cepat :D

sekarang semuanya jadi semu buat gue. perasaan gue ke orang-orang disekitar juga semu. kebahagiaan ini semu. kesedihan ini semu. hmm..

tau deh ah, tidurr ajaahh..

catch ya later,

Nad-

T.G.I.F

2010-02-06T01:44:00.002+11:00

Hi all!!

mencontek sedikit dari salah satu judul lagunya RAN, (I really) Thank God Its Friday already..
hoop hoop. I've done all my assignment in this trimester! yes, baby..ALL.. :D
Untuk semua assignment2ku saya ucapkan terimakasih kepada seluruh pihak yang telah membantu, baik moral maupun materiil. This post is dedicated to all of you! could not mention one by one but I am pretty sure, you know who you are my friends! terimakasih untuk perpustakaan UGM, UPN, Circle K, biNet, Fotocopyan depan UPN, fotocopyan di Jakal malem2-you really saved me-, laptop, PLN, medianet, semuanyaa deh pokoknya :D :D

Sedikit mengurangi euforia berlebihan karena selesainya assignment, 1 ujian menanti, pulang ke kampung halaman di kalimantan pun menanti..dan kembali ke melbourne pun sebentar lagi :(
seriously, I really hate this part! I think everyone who study abroad feel the same way..Ah gpp lah, demi masa depan kadang kita butuh pengorbanan :))

like it or not, I have to face it!

a big-smiley-girl,
Nadda

ps: is it just me or it's true that there is something different?

utak.atik.

2010-02-04T15:51:00.001+11:00

please.leave.me.alone

a man from my poin of view..

2010-02-02T04:59:00.002+11:00

nite everyone,
tonite is my 3rd-sleepless-nite. gotta finish my last assignment soon!!
well, gue mau cerita tentang pengalaman gue sama salah seorang sodara sepupu yang lagi jatuh cinta. Suddenly, gue menjadi penasehat cinta yang baik dengan memposisikan diri sebagai si cewek sang target ini. Dari sini gue sedikit mempelajari jalan pikiran cowok (in this case, si sodara gue ini). kenapa ya cowok itu selalu kelihatan gak pede dan minder kalo lagi deket sama cewek yang sedikit rapi dan memperhatikan penampilan?
suatu pembicaraan yang bikin gue senyum di BBM:

oknum R (sodara gue) = "Aduh, gimana nih..aku udah bilang suka sama dia, tp dia malah nanggepinnya bercanda gitu, katanya liat ntar kalo ketemu.."
oknum N (Gue) = "Ya emang cewek tuh gitu, makanya kamu tuh harus ngomong langsung dong!"
R= "Tapi gimana ya? nanti aku grogi salah tingkah kalo ketemu. Berarti harus pake baju yang rapi biar mengimbangi dia? abis dia high class gitu"
N= "yaelah, jadi cowok tuh harus punya prinsip! jd diri sendiri aja. kl cowoknya tegas, ceweknya nurut kok.."
R= "Tapi malu aku, gak pede gitu.."

Dipikiran cowok, kalo cewek rapi, naek mobil, kelihatan berada, pokoknya bagus2 gitu berarti si cowok harus ganteng, keren, lebih berada, lebih rapi. padahal ya menurut gue, fisik itu masalah hati dan selera, bukan masalah mata. Gak harus ganteng kan untuk jalan sama cewek cantik? gak harus punya mobil untuk ngajak jalan cewek bermobil, dan gak harus selalu punya uang banyak untuk makan sama cewek yang keliatan 'ber-uang'.

ok, mungkin cowok itu punya 'pride'. tapi sebagai cewek yang emang kodratnya harus mengikuti si laki-laki pasti kita akan mengikuti kemana alur pasangan kita membawa. Misalnya untuk masalah sodara gue ini, si R ini ganteng kok, penampilannya juga gak cupu2 amat. misalnya dia naik motor trs mau pergi nonton bola sama si cewek idaman hatinya, gue rasa si cewek ini (kalo emang beneran cinta) pasti akan rela aja naek motor. masalah penampilan? cewek itu bunglon! bisa menyesuaikan keadaan tanpa harus berubah menjadi orang lain.

hmm, kayaknya tulisan gue ini mulai terlihat seperti orang yang tau banget cewk. ok, kalo gt gue ganti pendapat2 gue diatas tadi adalah hasil dari pengalam dan perasaan pribadi. yah semoga bs mewakili jutaan cewek di luar sana :)

nah, gue selalu bilang ke si R ini untuk menjadi laki-laki yang tegas. jangan mau ngikutin cewek. tapi dalam suatu hubungan, menurut gue si cowok harus berperan sebagai pemimpin. bukannya gue menentang para feminis, cuma kayaknya lebih sreg aja gitu.hehehe.

dan si R akhirnya nemuin cewek ini. setelah latihan berkali-kali, dia bisa ngomong tegas dan meminta jawaban.hihi, seneng deh dengerin rekamannya. lucu juga bayangin gimana cewek itu salah tingkah.

Jadi, buat para lelaki di luar sana kalian itu pemimpin wanita. jangan cuma menunggu. make a new step, move on dan siap dengan semua konsekuensinya. jangan takut ditolak. jangan suka berasumsi yang enggak2, dan JANGAN GAK PEDE. gue seneng bisa membantu sodara gue yang enggak pede ini,hihi.. dan ternyata bener kan, ni cewek suka juga!

cewek ini rela loh naek motor bareng sodara gue, trs apalagi ya? banyak deh pokoknya! tapi lagi menunggu keputusan dari ortunya nih..semoga berhasil..aminn :D

intinya, coba dulu. jangan pernah takut. kadang kita ngerasa udah paling tau tapi sebenernya kita gak tau apa-apa.

teman, ternyata kita ini, manusia, adalah mahluk paling sok tau di dunia.

If there is a will, there is a way,
Nad-

numb

2010-01-31T05:23:00.002+11:00

Lately, i felt soooo clueless. but tonite, I am pretty sure that I have to make a new step in my life. I dont wanna cry, sad, or feel any pain..

collection.of.good.times.memories

2010-01-31T04:54:00.003+11:00

Luciano Ariel Theiler and Me-in-a-kucel-berantakan-way

Ajeng-me-Adel

Me-when get nervous *blushing*

iseng

Slamet Nurcahyo-the hero and Me

a few pics captured by my small camera :D

when i'm all alone..

2010-01-30T04:17:00.002+11:00

can't hardly define this feeling..

help.

ohh..say hello to my lil-very-faithful-berstfriend, Piglet :)

ps: since my blogger still error, i couldnt upload any pics, changes color and fonts..kinda hate it :(

L.I.F.E

2010-01-29T23:28:00.003+11:00

zzz, kapan sih laptop adek gue ini bisa menampilkan blogger dengan normal??..capek ahh...

Hari ini melelahkan sekali. gue ketemu oma gue yang kira2 udah lebih dari satu tahun yang lalu gue temui. Beliau sakit tapi tetap mandiri, dan gue merasa malu sama diri gue sendiri. Usianya oktober kemarin sudah lebih dari 70 tahun. penyakitnya? penyakit tua. dari jantung, diabetes, asam urat, dll.. gue? kemana gue waktu beliau berjuang melawan sakit di rumah sakit? mungkin gue lagi enak2an nonton, jalan, buang-buang duit, ngerasa stress sendiri, ngerasa punya banyak masalah padahal masalh gue itu belum seberapa dengan apa yang dialami oma gue. ah..gue belum berhasil jadi cucu yang baik :(

pagi tadi, gue mengantarkan beliau pulang ke semarang. sedih. karena ia harus sendiri, disana gak ada yang jemput. mungkin harus naek becak untuk sampai rumah, padahal untuk berjalan saja sedikit susah..

tapi..gue belajar dari semangat beliau menahan sakit dan tetap beraktivitas seperti biasa. kemandirian tanpa ada rasa manja. ahh..sungguh tangguh luar biasa...semangaaaattt :D

ihh gemes pengen cepet2 mempunyai penghasilan sendiri sehingga gue bisa memberi bukan menerima dan meminta lagi. hmm tiba2 laper..

cheers,

Nadda :))

random-nite-feeling

2010-01-28T02:09:00.002+11:00

Pernah gak kalian ngerasa kebingungan setengah mati tapi gak tau harus minta tolong kemana lagi? aku pernah.

merasa butuh pertolongan tapi seakan sudah gak sanggup untuk meminta bantuan. merasa sendiri ditengah-tengah keramaian.

aku merasa belakangan ini kehidupan hanya penuh dengan kepura-puraan. semua manusia memakai topengnya. hebatnya lagi, setiap individu itu memiliki lebih dari satu topeng. jadi, bisa menyesuaikan situasi dan kondisi mereka. topeng mana yang 'pas' itu lah yang dipakai. dapat dilepas dan diganti kapan saja.

aku? aku rasa aku punya cukup banyak topeng. aku bisa tertawa bahagia ketika hatiku menangis. aku bisa menangis terharu ketika perasaan gembira menyapa. kadang aku merasa aku adalah salah satu aktris dunia nyata terbaik. walaupun tak jarang aku sangat buruk dalam menutupi hal-hal tertentu.

aku dan kehidupanku. aku dan masalahku. aku dan topeng2ku. aku dan orang-orang disekelilingku.

hmm.. tanpa mereka, aku ini siapa? aku hanya manusia yang dianugerahi jiwa dan raga..tetapi hampa..

aku manusia dengan banyak mimpi, harapan, dan cita-cita.

aku manusia yang sedang mempersiapkan lahir dan batinku untuk memasuki gerbang kedewasaan.

aku takut. takut sekali. aku butuh sandaran..

b.o.r.e.d

2010-01-21T23:14:00.002+11:00

well, i am trying to find some pics but i couldnt find it! gah, how could i forget the website..zzz..

anyway, today is my boringday! and i know, this is such a boring-post aswell!!

cheers,

me and my boring day with my boring post!

the chit-chat thought

2010-01-17T13:55:00.001+11:00

When a man faces two girls in the same time, with the same attitude, and also the same hobbies. He will choose the girl who live near him. In the same land. In the same school. Not the ordinary girl who live far away from him. This girl only get a lip-man-service. Life is a matter of choice and so does love. Don't be sad if you're not the chosen one, just believe in some other time, the right one will be choosing you. Remember, Don't get too easy to fall because it is not that easy to forget :)

Ps: dedicated to my bf

Pps: thank you for the lesson dear bff :)

Ppps: girls, we are not an option. we are destiny!
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heart.beat.me.

2010-01-13T02:37:00.000+11:00

deg.deg.deg

Redefining Love..

2010-01-10T22:30:00.001+11:00

"..dari kamu pake rok biru sampe sekarang, 9 tahun ndut..aku gak bisa liat kamu sama orang lain" - Hari untuk Amanda.

Dialog itu gue dapet d film dg judul yang sama. 'Hari untuk Amanda'. Diucapkan oleh Hari kepada Amanda, sang mantan pacar yg pernah dipacari selama 8 tahun, yg ironisnya akan menikah dalam waktu 10 hari kedepan. Hmm, sedikit ngena sih. Gw dalem hati nanya ke diri gue sendiri, lebih tepatnya hati gue, "bisa gak ya aku nanti liat kamu sama orang lain?" Liat kamu dipelaminan..sama orang lain. Liat foto bahagia keluarga besar kamu dan dia..keluarga kalian. Kuat gak ya? Bisa kah aku menerima konsekuensi pilihanku menjadi orang2 gol ke 3, golongan yg hanya menyimpan dan memendam perasaannya selamanya.

Mimpi itu ada 2 macam. Ada mimpi yang harus diwujudkan tentunya dengan usaha, dan ada mimpi yang hanya disimpan, dipendam, dikubur, dan dibawa sampai sang pemilik mimpi meninggalkan dunia ini. tanpa ada usaha yang berarti. Kamu aku simpan ke kotak kedua. Kamu itu mimpi. Mimpi yang kedua. Mimpi yang disimpan.

Mimpi pertama itu ikhlas. Menjadi ikhlas, rela melihat kamu sama orang lain. Tentunya dengan usaha, aku pasti bisa liat kamu sama orang lain. Sesakit apapun itu. Selalu ada pahit sebelum manis. Selalu ada kamu sebelum dia. Dia entah siapa yang suatu saat aku percaya akan datang.entah kapan.

Aneh. Aku percaya sesuatu yg kabur dan tak nyata akan datang. Aku percaya kamu itu cuma mimpi golongan kedua. Hanya karena aku takut gagal. Aku takut tidak bisa mewujudkan mimpi pertama jika kamu didalamnya. Aku takut usaha saja tak cukup. Aku takut kecewa. Tapi tenang saja, kamu akan selalu aku simpan baik2, kamu sudah punya ruang sendiri, kamu dan semua memori tentang kita, kamu dan aku serta semua kenangan waktu bersama. Aku menyebutnya 'my-always-there-feeling-.

Dengan siapapun kamu nantinya, dengan siapapun aku akhirnya, apapun yang kamu pilih dan kapanpun itu waktunya, sebelum semua itu terjadi, kita harus bertemu lagi. Menyelesaikan yang belum selesai. Memberikan sedikit ruang untukku berusaha. Usaha untuk merelakanmu atau usaha untuk mendapatkan kembali matahariku.
Nadda®

Sun

2010-01-06T13:32:00.002+11:00

You to me is everything.
You to me is unreachable.
You to me is like Sun.
You to me is like the center of my universe.
You to me is perfect.

a lil pics before the truth comes..

2010-01-01T19:16:00.004+11:00

Thank You for succesfully taking away this smile in my face..

happy 2010,

Nad-

Still for you young boy..

2009-12-30T03:04:00.003+11:00

Killing Me Inside-Tormented

For the last time
You waste my tears now
No more torment
But don’t just say you’ve gone away

You tell a fuckin’ tale
(Swallow me and spit me out)
How do I get trought of this?
(I can’t stand it anymore)

Can, you, see, me…
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now…
I just want to be alive

You know I was dying when you told me
That I’m not yours anymore
You know I was dying when you told me
You’re just playing and fooling around with me

When the time he comes and wakes me
he comes and wakes me
And when he bit my lips and kissed me there
And when he holds my hand and lives my life tonight
Live tonight
When he said that he really loves me
Were the worst fucking days

I’m dying and bleeding of my past
I’m dying and bleeding of my past
Now slit my throat and let me bleed
Now slit my throat and let me bleed

Can, you, see, me…
Smiling when I sing this song
Right, now…
I just want to be alive

You know I was dying when you told me
That I’m not yours anymore
You know I was dying when you told me
You’re just playing and fooling around with me

When the time he comes and wakes me
he comes and wakes me
And when he bit my lips and kissed me there
And when he holds my hand and lives my life tonight
Live tonight
When he said that he really loves me

But suddenly you came to me, and begged me to be yours again
Right now you’re holding my hand but sorry baby, but all I can say is
No, hell no…!!!

Can you see the times grows older
he blew my dreams away
It’s all done, the time is over
I don’t know how to say to you
Can you see the times grows older he blew my dreams away
It’s all done, the time is over
I don’t know how to say

The time is over!!!
The time, *to say* NO!!!

Dedicated for the unfaithful-young-boy

2009-12-29T22:02:00.003+11:00

Thank You. for you, Boy..
if You think You will be happy enough, then you are totally definitely wrong.
You have no idea what will happen cause you are dealing with someone like ME.
No. i'm not gonna give you a revenge.
i'll turn your blue sky into the darkest one.
just wait ;)

catch you later,
Nad-

Vanilla twilight by Owl city

2009-12-24T14:34:00.002+11:00

Songs writer: Adam Young

The stars lean down to kiss you
And i lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
'cause i'll doze off safe and soundly
But i'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you dear
'cause i wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till i look at my hands and feel sad
'cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though i haven't slept in two days
'cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because when i think of you
I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone

As many times as i blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And i'll forget the world that i knew
But i swear i won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
i'd whisper in your ear
oh darling i wish you were here..

-one of my fave songs, owl city rules!-

Dedicated to my Lifetime friends..

2009-12-24T03:55:00.003+11:00

selamat malam semuanya,
senaaaaangg, akhirnya blogger bisa tampil 'normal' jadi gw bisa ngetik dg 'normal' pula :)
5 days to my BIRTHDAY! bau2 angka 21 udah deket nih, angka keramat!
kenapa? karena telornya udah pecah diawal kepala 2 ini. aih gue semakin tua aja..

tapi gak berasa karena gue masih punya TEMAN-TEMAN yang setia menemani gue dari umur gue masih belasan taun, ketika gue merasa senang karena punya jerawat. aneh sih, tapi dulu yang ada dipikiran gue adalah, punya jerawat means dewasa, udah gede, dan keren karena gue bisa make BIORE-produk orang dewasa!hehehe
Muthia, Fita, Mentari, Ajeng, Adel, Nokik, Ovik - High School Buddies! mereka yang memberikan warna dalam masa SMA a.k.a reamaja gue. mereka saksi hidup transformasi kehidupan gue, dari jaman cupu2nya, sampe jaman umm..sedikit cupu seperti sekarang..hehe..
mereka temen gila gue, teman terbaik dalam hidup gue, bagian dari catatan sejarah gue yang selalu hadir disetiap cerita-cerita kenangan masa lalu dan semoga menjadi bagian dr masa depan gue juga :))
Konflik, drama, canda, tawa, tangisan, haru-biru, pertengkaran, perang dingin..hmm semuanya udah kita alami. Tapi apapun yg kita pernah alami, apapun yg pernah kita rasakan, apapun yg pernah kita saling bicarakan, seberapun jauh jarak antara kita, kita tetap TEMAN :))

mereka semua, sexylicious ataupun bukan, sendok mencari garpu atau bukan, teman nan menawan ataupun bukan, mereka adalah anugerah yang diberikan oleh Allah swt dalam kehidupan gue selama ini, mereka yang melukiskan warna di kanvas hidup gue..gue mungkin bukan teman sebaik mereka, tapi mereka adalah teman terbaik gue :))

jadi ingettt, waktu mau ulang taun ke 17, si sexylicious mau memberikan surprais seperti biasanya, tapi ternyata gagal karena gue lagi kabur ke singapore dan memutuskan hubungan telfon dengan indonesia *mau menyepi ceritanya* and you know what? my 17th was great! i've got what i want walopun cuma dirayain di apartment kak ernis dengan meniup lilin yang diambil dr kamar mandi..tapi berkesan sekali ketika saya pulang ke rumah sudah ada tart dan a lil present from my best friends :))

i love you guys, and i really mean it!
gue gak berencana nulis ini, tiba2 aja jadi random..hehehe..
happy 2009 teman-teman:))
Nad-

Songs in a lyric

2009-12-24T03:48:00.000+11:00

Taylor Swift-Crazier

I never gone with the wind, just let it flow
Let it takes me where it wants to go
‘till you open the door
There’s so much more
I never ween it before..
I was trying to fly but i couldn’t find wings
But you came along and changed everything
You lift my feet off the ground, You spin me around..
You make me crazier, crazier..
Feels like i’m falling and i.. i’m lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier..
I watched from a distance as you made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And i wanted to know,
How that would feel and you made it so real
You showed me something that i couldn’t see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe
You lift my feet off the ground, You spin me around..
You make me crazier, crazier..
Feels like i’m falling and i.. i’m lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier..
Baby, you showed me what living is for
I don’t wanna hide anymore

let the story begin: Nadine's diary..

2009-12-22T03:08:00.001+11:00

Hi all,
I’ve been so busy lately with my assignment and my holiday. But i would like to say thanks to Blackberry, so i could produce a-damn-sucks-story about a girl. I write it every nite before i sleep. This girl named Nadine. If you want to know more about Nadine, just chek my Blog and i’ll keep you updated. Well, i found Nadine’s diary and she wrote this in page 5:

Now, this writing is belongs to You
I hope you understand this:
For all the memories that we've been through, for all the laugh, jokes, dream, and imagination, I need you to know that I feel so comfortable when You walk beside me, when You sit near me, when You ask me all your-stupid-silly question, when we sang together, when we ran together, ate together, and played together. I feel so warm in the middle of a-very-cold weather, I don't want to fall asleep cause I don't wanna end our stupid conversation..I don't wanna let You go..and I really hate when you have to leave me alone with those unforgettable memories. But now I understand, I'm only your spring and you are gonna find your summer..and it's not me, thx for all our experience!

And for Him,
He never know and never will..
I want him to know the truth, but he left me. He is gone. I couldn't find him anymore. And all of sudden, he came to me..ask me where I am..
Oh,where the hell are you when I tried so hard to fix this heart?
He want to meet me after everything that he did. Unfortunately, I never have the strength to stay away from him even in a dream :(
And I'll wait till that day what happen again, do I have the same feelings as I have before?
Until now, I think I love him..
Welcome home my sunny sun, welcome home beybiy, welcome home my true home..
I'll be waiting for him till our day come to Us..

The last goes to the Boy,
Dear my Boy, yes MY..I used to called the Boy mine.
Thank you for the love, thank you for caring me, thank you for understand me well. Sorry..
Can't say anything beside thanks and sorry..
Maybe you are the one OR the only one for me? I don't know..but I hope you get the best in your life, boy..

A late nite story by a young spontaneous lady,
Nad-

december girl :)

2009-12-10T18:44:00.002+11:00

Hello december!
You belong with me. the one and only dear December..hihi.. sounds selfish sih..but i was born in december, soo i am going to meet my birthday soon..hihi..

2009 bentar lagi selesai and lets prepare to say hello 2010! hmm semoga tahun 2010 menjadi tahunnya gue. Aminn..

apapun itu, gw sangat bersyukur atas semua pengalaman yang telah gue dapatkan di tahun 2009. pengalaman berharga yang setidaknya merubah gw secara personal. pengalaman bertemu orang2 baru, orang2 lama, pokoknya semuanya deh! Thx God, couldnt ask for more deh pokoknya!

december-smile 2009,
Nad-

2009-11-30T14:12:00.002+11:00

yeay, finally..i could update my blog!
lotta things to tell..but dont have time..well, SELAMAT HARI RAYA IDUL ADHA everyone!

hear you soon!
Nad-

what to do?

2009-11-11T00:08:00.000+11:00

the trimester 3 is just begin. i dont understand.hm..what to do what to do..

a lil-catch-up-time

2009-10-31T14:03:00.001+11:00

i've been so busy lately..
i couldnt write in my blog like usual :(
well, lots of things happen. including my obsession!
ahh..got to goo..
smell ya later!

kiss-Nad

internship

2009-10-21T02:29:00.000+11:00

capek. hehe. :))

an(other).lil.pics.pieces of mind.

2009-10-10T01:42:00.003+11:00

Packing.

2009-10-10T01:37:00.003+11:00

im going home in the next 9 1/2 hours..
yeah, feel so excited yet sad. im gonna miss melbie with its story.
my story, my memory, my life, my everything :)
i'll move to another place. and later, maybe i'll move on...
really cant wait to see my family and friends!
-naD.

sebel.tee hee.

2009-10-08T01:01:00.004+11:00

dont force me to do something i dont wanna do.
males.males.males.males.males.males.males.males.
i dont even know what i wanna do at the moment.
sebel.sebel.sebel.sebel.sebel.sebel.sebel.sebel.
so please, just be patient.
males.males.males.males.males.
i cant make any decision rite NOW!
sebel.sebel.sebel.sebel.sebel.sebel.
understand me just this once.
and.
im begging you to stay now,
please..
for God sake,
please understand me...

dream

2009-10-06T21:44:00.002+11:00

i've done my exam!
yeayy..
this time supposed to be my happy time. but i dont know why, i feel a bit empty. my head full of my own dream.
yeah, call me a dream-imaginary-girl :)
cant explain how i feel today..only one word : D.R.E.A.M!!
sleepy mee,
Nad-

Melbourne Rawks!!

2009-10-03T00:16:00.004+10:00

on our way to Mornington Peninsula with All RAN members and Carnaval Soundnation's committee

Hi all,
im counting down the days when i go back to Indonesia..yihaaaa :))

cant wait to see all my friends back home!!

im not in the mood to write anything,

smell ya all later :)

Nad-

airport

2009-09-30T20:24:00.003+10:00

seketika itu juga, gw benci airport.
bangunan itu bisa bikin gw seneng tapi bisa bikin gw sedih setengah mati.

29.09.2009
hari itu telah tiba.
hari yang dulunya sangat gw nanti2kan..
hari mengantar RAN dan NIDJI pulang ke indo.
tapi,
seminggu bareng mereka, dari pagi sampe pagi lagi..
bikin gw ngerasa kehilangan teman2 yang baiiikkk banget..
capek gw gak berasa.
assignment gw apalagi..
we've been through everything together..
shopping di city, shoot clip kebekuan di mt.buller, bbq d mornington, maen casino d crown,semuanyaaa deh pokoknya..

every lil things in melben remind me of something..

i've learned many things guys..

Airport- Tullamarine- Melbourne telah mempertemukan kita semua..
dan..
Dari sini pula semua berawal dan semoga tidak pernah berakhir :)

Cheers,
NadDa

over.load.in.g

2009-09-22T23:34:00.000+10:00

.tired.

1637

2009-09-18T03:08:00.002+10:00

baru dapet 1637words tulisan berisi sampah yang gw sendiri gak tau apa sebenrnya yang gw tulis untuk assignment alc215 ini..
oh God, please help me pass this subject..
oh Edwin, please be nice to me..
oh my Brain and my body, please be patience ..soon we'll get our freedom...
...
talk long,
nadda :(

lagi (lagi) stress karna ALC 215

2009-09-16T18:31:00.002+10:00

lagi-lagi saya stress gara2 subject Globalisation and the media.
sekilas tampak gampang. sekilas tampak mudah.
(cuma) bikin 2000 words critical essay ttg article dan analyse sesuai reading.
cultural imperialism. global value. diaspora. bla. bla. bla.
article saya tentang Jewish-Israelis in U.S
identity-culture-bla.bla.bla.

satu kata: P.U.S.I.N.G

can't wait till my freedom!!!!

cheers,
Nadda

strangers

2009-09-15T20:39:00.001+10:00

i dont talk to strangers.

Late nite till dawn conversation..

2009-09-15T04:16:00.002+10:00

Surprise...
did u read my blog? cause after i post it, u call me and everythin's going to normal again...
happy to have friends like you :)

ignorance.

2009-09-15T01:38:00.002+10:00

something from the past,

maybe i hurt him lots,
i hurt him too much
until now,
he pretends to be my friends,
but i know,
deep inside,
he hates me more than everything,
he keep on pretending,
i said "hello"
he act as if he didnt notice me,
i said "sorry"
he said "no worries"
i ask "are u okay?"
he answered " definetely, i am"
i said, "thx for being such a good friends for me"
he answered, "always been my pleasure.."

he never look into my eyes again, smile like my guardian, and protect me from my-damn-sucks-cats-phobia again..

this writing is belong to you, my-dear-unfinished-love-story

i thought, we could make it better but we couldnt
u never see me as ur angel again..
u see me as ur greates enemy..

i smile, it's hard thou

i thought, time will heal ur pain
but it never will..

oh my-dear-unfinished-love-story,
i cant say this words straught to u.
cause u never give me time to talk..

"I am sorry for everything I did, it was my fault..never mean to hurt u. i just have to stop it before everything's going to deep. i knew u are okay without me and now i know that im rite. i was lying at that time, when u hugged me, when ur head near me, when ur hands hold me..it means a lot. but i have to lie at that time, just to make it easier for u..happy for you now :) my aga..."

Now,
it's time for me to finish it by myself.
i already said everything that i need to say to you..
pardon my english, i cant speak mandarin nor dutch..
it will be easier to say it in Bahasa thou,lol :P

Goodbye, my-dear-unfinished-love-story
i'll never disturbing ur life..

Success always,
ur-used-to-be-little-angel
Nadda o:)

my dear..

2009-09-13T01:58:00.003+10:00

Dear my only one Journalist,

btabta
btabta
btabta
btabta
btabta
btabtabtabta
btabtabtabta
btabtabtabta

hugs,
Nada

unable to write a good sentences-overload ;p

2009-09-10T20:36:00.003+10:00

hi all,
hari ini gw ad in class test jam 10 pagi!! susah banget bangunnya. gak belajar pula..haha
semalem si Tass called me after he got home from the gym. ternyata dy juga belom belajar *gw pikir bule kayak dy bakalan rajin, ternyata sama aja..hehe*
he looked sooooo busy in the past 2 weeks :(
kita janji bakalan belajar, tapi gw gak sanggup. mendingan tidur. tp tidur pun gw gak tenang, kepikiran banget takuuutt failed..huhuhu
in the morning, setelah perang sama kemalesan diri sendiri, gw berangkat ke kelas. posisinya enak. i think the test went well :)

im soo happy..

suddenly, si tass text me, kalo dy kena heart attack waktu pertama kali baca soal2 test nya. gw bingung, harusnya gw yg geblek ini yg panik, eh kok dy yg panik?
ternyata oh ternyata, dy ketiduran beberapa menit setelah pembicaraan panjang dan gak penting itu berakhir, hasilnya? no study at all..

abis itu seperti biasa: MEETING CARNAVAL SOUNDNATION
tapi lumayan gak ngabisin energy sih meeting kali ini, walopun masih ada sedikiiit drama, padahal hari h udah semakin dekattt--wohooooo

someone told me to keep trying, and trying..and i will be fine :-)

*i hope so*

Talk soon,
Nadda

09-09-09

2009-09-09T22:53:00.002+10:00

do u know what's so good about today?
the combination of the date today:09-09-09
do u know what's so good about today?
at 09-09-09 at 10pm..
the combination of all the numbers-- 09-09-09-10..

the good things is when i realize u still there..sitting next to me..whispering those words every morning..and looking to my eyes through your specs :))

i wanna close the book, but u are like my twilight series..
everytime i read 1 page, i couldnt stop to read the next page, and the other page..im curious about the story..it is so hard for me to close it :(

im open,

take care darling,
Nada

only God..

2009-09-08T23:25:00.002+10:00

only God knows the reason why im here..
only God knows the reason why im caught in the middle of this circle..
only God knows the reason why i get stuck at the moment..
only God knows the reason why im down rite now..
only God knows the reason why i have a really bad feeling about something big..
only God knows the reason why they don't wan to come to the show..

but

God could change nothing into something..
God could help us reach the dream..
God could help us reach the goal..

so Please,
my Dear God,
i really need your help in every second of my life..
i really need your guidance..
i need your sign..

Nada-

things i'll never say..

2009-09-06T14:40:00.000+10:00

Da da da da da

Im tugging at my hair
Im pulling at my clothes
Im trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
Im staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
Im searching for the words inside my head
coz Im feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
coz I know youre worth it...youre worth it...yeah

If I could say what I want to say
Id say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee...
Marry me today!
Guess Im wishing my life away...
With these things Ill never say

It dont do me any good
Its just a waste of time
What use is it to you, whats on my mind?
If it aint comin out
Were not goin anywhere
So why cant I just tell you that I care?
coz Im feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
coz I know youre worth it...youre worth it...yeah

If I could say what I want to say
Id say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today!
Guess Im wishing my life away...
With these things Ill never say

Whats wrong?
With my song?
These words keep slippin away...
I stutter...i stumble
Like Ive got nothin to sa-ay...
coz Im feelin nervous
Tryin to be so perfect
coz I know youre worth it...youre worth it...yeah

Da da da da da da da da da...
Da da da da da da da da da...

Guess Im wishing my life away
With these things Ill never say
If I could say what I want to say
Id say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Guess Im wishing my life away
With these things Ill never say

With these things Ill never sa...y

*Avril Lavigne

rushing..

2009-09-05T14:51:00.001+10:00

acara itu sebentar lagi..
assignment masih numpuk..
kerjaanku gak ada yg beres..
internship belum beres..
time oh time...

split.of.mind.collection.of.time

2009-09-02T21:46:00.002+10:00

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

- Courtney Kuchta -

I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

- Jessica Blade -

All the love that history knows,
is said to be in every rose.
Yet all that could be found in two,
is less than what I feel for you.

There is a dime a dozen...
Then there is one in a million...
But baby, you are once in a lifetime.

- Victor Rodriguez -

Tues-damn-Day

2009-09-02T00:57:00.001+10:00

why so serious?

Mon.Day

2009-08-31T19:44:00.002+10:00

i love monday.
seriously.
i've got a really good news today.
i really love monday :)

Love,
Nada

RAN and NIDJI LIVE IN MELBOURNE!

2009-08-30T20:11:00.003+10:00

Hi guys,
just let u know kalo RAN and NIDJI bakalan concert di melbourne. thanks to PPIA DEAKIN UNIVERSITY Australia yg udah mengusahakan ini semua :)

acara ini akan berlangsung pada tgl 24 September 2009 di FESTIVAL HALL. dengan tema CARNAVAL SOUNDNATION, NIDJI and RAN will spread the carnival's atmosphere in Melbourne this September!!!

we don't need any circus for the carnaval because ALL WE NEED IS ONLY RAN and NIDJI live in MELBOURNE!!

Price of Tix:
VIP: $60 (merchandise, clear view, priority entry 20 min before the show)
On Sale: $25
At the Door: $30

You can purchase it online on www.ticketmaster.com , click on search CARNAVAL SOUNDNATION!!

don't forget to bring your International License/Passport if you purchase a tix for License area. For those who still under 18, you still could enjoy the show and purchase any tix for unlicense area.

Prepare yourself guys, finish your assignment asap before the event.
Bring your date to the event, spread the love and happiness :))

Additional Info:
Pemain RAN lucu2 semua. sedap dipandang mata. gak rugi deh pokoknya ;)

sakit

2009-08-28T22:49:00.002+10:00

uhh,
akhirnya badan saya protes juga. gak kuat. akhirnya sakit juga :(
gak enak banget deh. bawaannya tambah sensi ples ansos. i miss my sexylicious, i miss my menawan's friends :(
oh iya, sakit2 gini saya malah melakukan 'kepo' things, uhh jd berasa 'alay2' gt..
semoga saya masih diinget..aminnn...
ud lama gak nulis. gara2 sakit nih, jadinya cm bs upload2 gambar aja. somehow, gambarnya bagus banget..sayaa sangat sukaaa..
umm.. produktivitas menurun. tingkat kemalasan meningkat.
bentar lg kelas gw selesai..sedih deh..
huhuhuuhu..

trying-so-hard-to-cheer-up,
nadda

where is my home?

2009-08-27T23:10:00.006+10:00

my Sun is my Home, isn't it?

.moti.vation.

2009-08-26T11:50:00.002+10:00

Cheers,
Nada-

pieces of mind, little pics..

2009-08-25T19:07:00.005+10:00

C.L.U.E.L.E.S.S ME??

time..

2009-08-25T13:24:00.004+10:00

hi all,
hari ini adalah hari ke4 di bulan ramadhan. alhamdulillah, puasa gw masih full, walaupun solat nya masih bolong2,hehehehe

sekarang gw lagi berada dalam tahap gak tau mau nulis apaan, gak tau mau ngapain, dan gak tahu apa2..it's kinda stupid actually, but yeahh this is me!!

besok nico for good, orang pertama yg bakalan gw anter balik karena for good. orang pertama yg udah ngenalin gw ke dunia permelbenan, orang pertama yg bikin gw nyadar bahwa dunia ini begitu sempit. dan orang pertama yg ngasih pengalaman gw naek pesawat warrior selama 2 jam muter2 diatas kota victoria, sambil foto2 diudara, ples apple pie dr mcD yg menemani..i will never forget that experience...

Sukses selalu ya om nicoooo..semogaa ntar kalo gw balik ke indo, pilot nya lo yahhh :)

sedihhh...Om nico kan baik banget, nemenin kita jalan2, nemenin kita shopping, nemenin kita foto2, nemenin kita nonton jason mraz...huhuhu..
knapa harus secepet itu yah for good nya?

sukses yaa buat nicooo,

we gonna miss you so :)

@st.kilda beach

Selamat Berpuasa

2009-08-21T22:03:00.002+10:00

alhamdulillah, saya masih dipertemukan kembali dengan bulan suci Ramadhan :)
terimakasih ya Allah...

ramadhan kali ini mungkin bukan ramadhan pertama saya jauh dari keluarga. tapi merupakan ramadhan pertama saya di melben. semoga bisa kuat menjalani selama 1 bulan ini. Amiinnn... ^^

udah ah, mau nonton BBF lagi, nanti malam sahur Soup Ayam, nugget, ama Sambel tempe..slurppp :))

Cheers,
Nada-

RedBerry fever!

2009-08-19T11:22:00.003+10:00

im in love with RedBerry
hahaha...

redberry gak kalah canggih sama blackberry ;)

cYa,
Nadda

ketika stress melanda..

2009-08-17T18:42:00.004+10:00

you belong with me-taylor swift:

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset
She's going off about something that you said
She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like
And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans
I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be
Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself
Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town
I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down
You say you find I know you better than that
Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers
Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find
That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that?
You belong with me
You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry
I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams
I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?
Been here all along so why can't you see?
You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door
All this time how could you not know that
You belong with me
You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe
You belong with me
You belong with me

Entah kenapa, Taylor swift cantik banget. entah kenapa, lagu2nya enak banget, Entah kenapa model video klip nya bule ganteng...

entah kenapa gw jadi gila, pusingg..duh aduh..pengen cepet2 kelar dehh..

entah kenapa hari ini saya kecewa.

tauk ahh..

salam merdeka,
Nadda :)

globalisation and the media

2009-08-15T00:54:00.002+10:00

aduhh, subject ini bikin kepala gw nyut2an..
assignment nya bikin maless,, apaan tuh ciritical review dr 2 reading yg sangat amat panjang membosankan dan gak jelas,huhuhu..
masih kurang 1300words lagi..perjalananku masih panjangg dan berliku :(

well, gak sabar menanti datang nya hari senin, karenaaa assignment alc 215 bakalan ud d submit *moga2 kelar besok* daannnnnnn eng ing eng, gw janjiann ketemuan sama senior gw anak 2nd year di Uni, *winkwink blink* dy bakalan ngasih gw semua yap sekali lagi SEMUA assignment dr media and communication sama journalism yang udah pernah dy bikin :))
see, how nice he is??
akhirnya ada org local sini yg sangat baik padaku, senangnya hatiku,huhuhu
biasanya om gugel selalu membantuku, tapi kali ini tidak, tante webmail sama mas blekberi yang membuat semua ini menjadi nyata,huahahahah

S.T.R.E.S.S

strEss

2009-08-11T22:56:00.001+10:00

im feeling stress to the MAX!

please dont stop the rain

2009-08-09T21:38:00.002+10:00

By James Morrison

i dont know where i crossed the line
was it something that i said or didnt say this time?

and i dont know if it's me or you
but i can see the skies are changing
no longer shades of blue
i dont know which way its gonna go

if it's going to be a rainy day
there's nothing we can do to make it change
we can pray for sunny weather
but that won't stop the rain

you're feeling like you've got no place to run
i can be your shelter 'till its done
we can make this last forever
so please don't stop the rain

let it fall, let it fall, let it fall
please don't stop the rain
let it fall, let it fall, let it fall
please don't stop the rain

i thought that time was on our side
i've put in far too many years to let this pass us by

you see life is a crazy thing
there'll be good times and there'll be bad times
and everything in between
and i don't know which way it's gonna go

if it's going to be a rainy day
there's nothing we can do to make it change
we can pray for sunny weather
but that won't stop the rain

feeling like you've got no place to run
i can be your shelter 'till its done
we can make this last forever
so please don't stop the rain

let it fall, let it fall, let it fall
please don't stop the rain
let it fall, let it fall, let it fall
please don't stop the rain

oh we're a little closer now
in finding what life is all about
yeah, i know you just can't stand it
when things don't go your way
but we've got no control over what happens anyway

feeling like you've got no place to run
i can be your shelter 'till its done
we can make this last forever
so please don't stop the rain

let it fall, let it fall, let it fall
please don't stop the rain
let it fall, let it fall, let it fall
please don't stop the rain

let it fall, let it fall, let it fall
let it fall, let it fall, let it fall
please don't stop the rain

this is an old song, but i like it.

cheers,
Nada

Thursday-morning-fever!

2009-08-06T22:48:00.003+10:00

happy thursday all,
setiap kamis pagi gw selalu bangun pagi. bukan karena gw tambah rajin apa gmna, cuma karena gw ada kelas editing and design jam 10pagi. apesnya, setiap malem rabu nya gw selalu tidur dini hari..digangguin sama 2 housemate gila si botak ama si adhy,huhuhu

alhasil, harus bangun pagi, mandi pagi2 di winter yg dingin, muka masih ngantuk dan harus tutorial selama 2 jam. untung Jan harkin adalah salah satu tutor kesayangan gw :)

alhamdulillah, anak2 di kelas itu asik2 semua dan pada baik2 semua, jadi gw seneng banget deh ;)

antara seneng atau sebel, karena hari kamis adalah kelas terakhir gw setiap minggu, i really love Jan harkin, she is the best!!!

b.t.09

Cheers with much love,
Nadda :)

ps: i love my name, it sounds good *narsismodeon*

late night..

2009-08-04T02:00:00.002+10:00

tulisan ini sampah,
tapi sampah bisa kita bikin berarti
it depends..rite?

since i dont know what to do in this middle-cold-lonely-late-nite, i decided to write a new post for my personal blog. life's hard and it's getting harder. too many people with too much characters. hate-and-love them anyway :x

maybe i should try to get some sleeps now,

don't stress, Enjoy your weekdays guys,
Nad-

final assignment for ALJ 216

2009-08-01T20:41:00.004+10:00

saya lagi gak ada ide buat posting. alhasil, sambil ngerjain tugas alc 102, saya posting feature article ttg Indonesian Cuisine. lumayan lahh nisa nge back up assignment kedua yg telattt banget gara2 kedodolan diri sendiri...

IndoLicious-taste of Indonesian Cuisine

June is coming now and the smell of sensational holiday is ready to accost us. We have to prepare everything to enjoy our vacation in a maximum level. Indonesia is one of the best destinations for holiday. It is the nearest country from Australia. It only takes 5 hours by plane and then we could feel the taste of Asia in Indonesia. If you are afraid about the food in Indonesia, you have to try and explore the various kind of Indonesian culinary first. Fortunately, you will easily find many types of Indonesian restaurants in Melbourne.

The black spicy taste of beef that they called as beef rendang, originally from Padang, West Sumatra, Indonesia could be one of the best choices. Are you a vegetarian? It is not a big problem. You can try the Indonesian salad which is called as Gado-Gado. Linsiana Samawi, owner of Pendowo Limo catering said that Indonesia has various treasure of traditional foods. “It’s easy for me to keep my customers because I always provide different type of Indonesian foods and I still explore more, So, they will not get bore with my dishes”.

With area of approximately 1,890,754 km2 and has population around 218,868791 peoples, Indonesia is rich of food varieties and spices. Almost every part of this country has its own specialty. For example, Sumatra is well known for its extra spicy food. Java, which can be divided into East, Central, and West, tends to offer sweet, spicy, and salty food in those areas respectively.

The massive sum of Indonesian who studied in Melbourne have cause a greater crowd for restaurants that serve Indonesian Menu. When you walk in Swanston Street, do not forget to try Indonesian Dim Sum, called Siomay in Nelayan Restaurant. Basic ingredient for Siomay is Spanish mackerel. People in Indonesia usually called it as ikan tenggiri. They put plain flour and Spanish mackerel together. After they mix all the ingredients, they steam it for 30 minutes. You can taste this delicious food only for $A 8. They serve Siomay with peanut sauces, chili sauces, and sweet soy sauces. It makes the unique taste of Spanish mackerel stronger and delicious than before. Linda Liem, owner of Nelayan Restaurant said that we can modify the basic ingredient of siomay as much as we want. “Usually, we made Siomay from ikan tenggiri, but sometimes we also made Siomay from chicken, prawn, or pork because it’s quite hard for us finding ikan tenggiri in Melbourne,” Said Mrs.Liem. The difference of Indonesian culinary with the other food is they always use dry spices. These dry spices only available in Indonesia. It makes the taste of every food become unique, special, and different with other countries. If siomay is not enough, then you should try to order Lontong Cap Gomeh. Indonesian people frequently consume this food at special occasion like celebrating Chinese New Year. However, as the time goes by, Lontong Cap Gomeh transformed into a common food. We could enjoy Lontong Cap Gomeh anytime we want, we don’t need celebrating something to enjoy this delicious food. Lontong Cap Gomeh is made from special steam rice called lontong. They serve it with pumpkins, eggs, and special soy powder. For the last touch, they give coconut milk as the dressing.

In Indonesia, chicken also becomes a favorite ingredient. Special fried chicken called Ayam Penyet will be a good choice to accompany you on lunch or dinner, alone or with friends. It is not hard to enjoy the delicious taste of ayam penyet in Melbourne. In Berkeley Street Carlton, you have to stop at Garage Café. One portion of Ayam Penyet only for $A 9, 50 will fulfill your thirst of traditional food from Indonesia. A lot of Indonesian student come to eat this food. Ayam Penyet is a fried chicken served with traditional chili sauces and warm rice. One thing that makes this food difference is they batter the chicken with the traditional sauces. The taste of dry herbs is really strong. If you like spicy food, you will get addicted with Ayam Penyet. Special chili sauces in Ayam Penyet were made from fresh chili, salt, tomato, and black shrimp paste. Usually, they call chili sauces as Sambal Terasi because they label black shrimp paste as terasi and use it as a vital part of the ingredient.

Most of Indonesian dishes use chili sauces to make their food more delicious. They think that eating food without chili sauces is not complete. That is why in Indonesian cultures, chili sauce is the most important part for their culinary history. You will surprise even when you come to international restaurants such as McDonald’s and Kentucky Fried Chicken because they provide chili sauces and tomato sauces for free. Their customers could get as much as they want without any extra charge. Dahana Asmara, International students from Indonesia who currently study at Melbourne University major in Cookery said that Indonesian people very love something spicy. “We always like something sweet, salty, and spicy but most of us really loves spicy foods, either it is from chili or from pepper,” Said Dahana. “Indonesian people tend to be more innovative, sometimes they modify chili sauces into other sauces like chili sauces with garlic and onion and it is really delicious, I always miss that special sauces, it is highly recommended,” He added.

Tired with chicken and meat? If you need something healthy, Gado-Gado could be the best choices for lunch. It is Indonesian traditional salad contain with spread bean, spinach, white tofu, soy tempe, chickpea, and mix of vegetables. They mix all of these ingredients with peanut sauces, sweet soy sauces, and again do not forget to add extra chili sauces in this menu. In Kemangi Restaurant at Glenferrie, you only have to spend $A 7, 50 for one plate of delicious Gado – Gado. Jakarta, the capital city of Indonesia is the home of Gado – Gado. When spending your holiday in Jakarta, you have to spend some time for trying Gado – Gado Boplo. “Gado – Gado Boplo is the best restaurant specialist in Gado – Gado, it is a very famous restaurant in Indonesia and you can feel the unique taste of traditional salad from Indonesia,” Said Dahana. “They use garlic and onion specially made from Indonesia for the peanut sauces and it makes the taste of Gado – Gado in Indonesia and Melbourne different,” He highlighted.

Discover culinary in Indonesia is not something easy to do. However, enjoying culinary trip for holiday in Indonesia will be a good idea. You will get different experience and learn something new about Indonesian culinary. The best thing from Indonesia is all food sold in each city are cheap but it tastes good. So, you do not have to worry will spend too much money for this overseas culinary holiday trip. One thing that we should remember is we have to accustom our tongue with dry herbs, something spicy, and salty because it is the characters of Indonesian food.

Indonesia will be the host of Indonesian Traditional Food Festival in Jakarta. If you spend your holiday on June, Remember to come to this festival if you want to enjoy the unique and special taste of traditional food from Asia. This festival will save your time and energy because you don’t have to go around all of big cities in Indonesia to eat traditional Indonesian food. Staff from Indonesian Consulate in Melbourne, Mr. Bemby Sulistyo says, “This upcoming event will be the heaven of traditional food from Indonesia, the customers can taste and learn how to make it at the same time, you will gain more knowledge about Indonesian culinary and feel the historical atmosphere of Indonesian food”.

Before spending your holiday in Indonesia, here is a list of Indonesian Restaurants in Melbourne that can help you easier to adjust the taste of Indonesia.

• Garage Café – 221 Berkeley Street, Carlton, Victoria
• Blok M Express – 380 Lt. Bourke Street, Melbourne, VIC 3000
• Kemangi Indonesian Restaurant – 830 Glenferrie Road, Hawthorn, VIC 3122
• Bamboe Café & Restaurant – 643 Warrigal Road, Chadstone, Victoria
• Garamerica – 230 Dorcas Street, South Melbourne, Victoria
• Es Teler 77 – 319 Swanston Street, Melbourne, VIC 3000
• Nelayan Indonesian Cuisine – 315 Swanston Street, Melbourne, VIC 3000
• Indosari – 1165 Glenhuntly Road, VIC 3163

Having a great time and trying all of special food in other country is a great idea but we also have to consider our health. We have to keep and maintain our body during holiday. Do not eat too much meat with cholesterol and something extra spicy. It will give bad effect to your body. So, for the last words are stays health, enjoy your vacation, and keep explore food in all over the world!

capek

2009-07-31T22:59:00.001+10:00

udah tau capek,
udah tau tugas senen disubmit
udah tau tutor nya strict dan peliittt
malah gak dikerjain..
malah onlen gak jelas
malah blogwalking..
malah imel2an gak penting
malah flirting2 gak jelas
duh duh..
what a life!
huahahaha...

ketika yang dulu itu belum selesai...

2009-07-27T23:41:00.004+10:00

hi guys,
pernah gak setelah bertahun-tahun lamanya kalian pisah sama seseorang tanpa ada kata perpisahan yang proper dan kalian udah menjalani hidup masing2 dengan tenang, tiba2 orang itu muncul, dan look way better..damn-gorgeous..dan transformed into the most eligible person for you?

nyesel gak?
setelah bertahun2 baru sadar betapa bodohnya kita waktu itu menyia2kannya..

nyesel gak?
knpa waktu itu jadi orang penurut dan nurutin kata2 orang tua?

dan, suddenly, semua kenangan muncul lagi. kenangan gimana waktu tiap malem telpon, kabur diem2 dr rumah untuk makan dideket rumah, jalan kaki liat bintang..

suddenly remember, waktu saya gak pernah mau abisin makanan, dan kamu dengan relanya ngabisin itu,,huahaha

suddenly remember, waktu kamu jemput saya setiap jam pulang sekolah, risky banget..padahal waktu itu sekolah kita musuhan..

suddenly remember, waktu kamu potong rambut dan harus susah payah nutupin modelnya karena dilarang oleh sekolah, tapi saya yang minta model itu...

suddenly remember, waktu kamu dateng ke rumah, dan saya pura2 pergi padahal saya lihat kamu dari jendela atas, saya harus menghindari kamu...

dan..

when you call me your little angel

walaupun sekarang kamu ada di benua yang jauh disana, walaupun waktu siang-malam kita beda, tapii...rasanya, i need to talk to you.. to finish this unfinished love story...

Nad-

wedges,books,assignment, and winter

2009-07-27T21:37:00.002+10:00

That's all i have now--
K.A.N.G.E.N
parah :(

anyway, Happy birthdat buat Sheila Almahdaly, semoga dy bikin facebook juga,hehehe...

kim bum

2009-07-26T20:10:00.003+10:00

melben emang lagi winter. anehnya, gw malah kena demam kim sang bum alias kim bum. i spent all my day buat nonton boys before flowers, lagi, lagi, dan lagi..hahah
jadi inget jaman sma, pas gw kena demam korea, sampe bisa bahasa korea basic karena belajar dr semua drama yg gw tonton dan belajar tulisan korea karena official website artis kesukaan gw pake tulisan korea,hehehe...

gak nyangka, umur segini gw masiihhhhh bisa kena demam. kali ini pemain baru. bukan jo in sung, bukan kim jae won, bukan lee dong gun. sekarang adalah cowok kelahiran july 1989, kim sang bum alias kim bum :))

sayangnya, dy gak terlalu jadi tokoh sentral. tp gpp, i love the story :)

assignment apa kabar yah??

salam korea,
Nad-

PARASIT by Gita Gutawa

2009-07-25T11:12:00.001+10:00

petir membangunkanku
dari mimpi burukku
selama ini ku hanya terperangkap
dalam medan magnetmu

baru kusadari
kau seperti parasit
minta ini itu
kau minta padaku dengan semaumu

cukup sudah ku kini mulai gerah
ku perlu oksigen
untuk aku bernafas
tanpamu

reff:
pergi kau ke ujung dunia
dehidrasi di gurun sahara
hilang di segitiga bermuda

pergi kau ke luar angkasa
hipotermia di kutub utara
hilang di samudra antartika
dan jangan kembali

parasit parasit parasit (parasit)
kau memang parasit
parasit parasit parasit parasit

mulanya malu-malu
lalu jadi benalu
minta ini itu
kau minta padaku dengan semaumu

cukup sudah
ku mulai naik darah
ku seperti bom atom
yang siap meledak karenamu

repeat reff

parasit parasit parasit
kau memang parasit
minta dibayarin
minta ditraktirin
minta dianggarin
minta dijemputin
minta ditelponin
minta di sms-in
minta dibeliin
dasar kau parasit ah…

waiting

2009-07-21T18:00:00.002+10:00

yup,
its been like a year gw gak nulis blog yg berisi tulisan2 panjang.
euforia holiday bikin gw jauh sama laptop ini. indonesiaa, i love my country way much..rasanya gw gak pengen tinggal jauh dr orang tua, i mean my lovely mom,hufff

sekarang gw lagi di KLIA, waiting for my next flight to melbourne, tonite...
at first, i couldnt stop these tears, this sun glasses really help in covering my face,huhuhu..

waiting in Malaysia, at KLIA for 7 hours is not a happy thing to do, ditambah internet connection yg gak terlalu cepet, jadi nilai plus keboringan ini.

even worse, gw baru ninggalin nyokap gw selama 4 jam, dan gw udah kangennnn buangettt. ples, tadi di pesawat, sebelah gw adalah ibu2 sama anak remajanya, berduaan. oh my, gw jadi inget nyokap gw :))

unit guide

2009-07-13T11:05:00.000+10:00

trimester 2 dimulai..
and i start to print all the unit guide, and suddenly gw pusinggg baca assignmentnya..ahahaha...