only God..

only God knows the reason why im here..
only God knows the reason why im caught in the middle of this circle..
only God knows the reason why i get stuck at the moment..
only God knows the reason why im down rite now..
only God knows the reason why i have a really bad feeling about something big..
only God knows the reason why they don't wan to come to the show..

but

God could change nothing into something..
God could help us reach the dream..
God could help us reach the goal..

so Please,
my Dear God,
i really need your help in every second of my life..
i really need your guidance..
i need your sign..

Nada-

things i'll never say..

Da da da da da

Im tugging at my hair
Im pulling at my clothes
Im trying to keep my cool
I know it shows
Im staring at my feet
My cheeks are turning red
Im searching for the words inside my head
coz Im feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
coz I know youre worth it...youre worth it...yeah

If I could say what I want to say
Id say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee...
Marry me today!
Guess Im wishing my life away...
With these things Ill never say

It dont do me any good
Its just a waste of time
What use is it to you, whats on my mind?
If it aint comin out
Were not goin anywhere
So why cant I just tell you that I care?
coz Im feeling nervous
Trying to be so perfect
coz I know youre worth it...youre worth it...yeah

If I could say what I want to say
Id say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today!
Guess Im wishing my life away...
With these things Ill never say


Whats wrong?
With my song?
These words keep slippin away...
I stutter...i stumble
Like Ive got nothin to sa-ay...
coz Im feelin nervous
Tryin to be so perfect
coz I know youre worth it...youre worth it...yeah

Da da da da da da da da da...
Da da da da da da da da da...

Guess Im wishing my life away
With these things Ill never say
If I could say what I want to say
Id say I want to blow you away
Be with you every night
Am I squeezing you too tight?
If I could say what I want to see
I want to see you go down on one knee
Marry me today
Guess Im wishing my life away
With these things Ill never say

With these things Ill never sa...y


*Avril Lavigne

rushing..

acara itu sebentar lagi..
assignment masih numpuk..
kerjaanku gak ada yg beres..
internship belum beres..
time oh time...

split.of.mind.collection.of.time

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you.

- Courtney Kuchta -



I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.

- Jessica Blade -


All the love that history knows,
is said to be in every rose.
Yet all that could be found in two,
is less than what I feel for you.


There is a dime a dozen...
Then there is one in a million...
But baby, you are once in a lifetime.

- Victor Rodriguez -

Tues-damn-Day

why so serious?